As I mentioned in last week's Plumb Line column, I've had a series of baby dreams over the last decade. One seemed to build upon another until this last one, which seemed out of sequence. One interpretation set me—and many others—free from frustration.
If you haven't already, please go back and read 1 Possible Reason You Haven't Birthed Your Prophetic Dream so you can catch the full meaning of this article.
After receiving the dream and interpretation I shared last week, something unusual happened. Something that defies coincidence and happenstance. Something that goes beyond a chance encounter or a fluke face-to-face. Something that could only be God encouraging me to continue preparing for the birthing.
It happened while I was on my way from Fort Lauderdale to Albuquerque, New Mexico, to minister in the Navajo Nation with a group of people I had never met. The Southwest flight had one stop in Houston. I had to change planes for the second leg of the journey. I usually don't fly Southwest so I didn't realize there was open seating until the flight attendant told me to “Sit wherever you'd like.”
Waiting on the Lord
Now, I must admit I don't normally pray about what airplane seat to occupy on my journeys. Of course, I prefer an aisle seat close to the front so I can get where I'm going just a little quicker! But it's never occurred to me to stop and pray about my seating—until the Holy Spirit moved on my heart to ask.
So I stood there—with a long line of impatient people behind me—asking the Holy Spirit to show me where to sit. I scanned the aisles from as far back as I could see to right in front of me until I felt led a few rows down on the left. An older woman was sitting on the aisle seat and had an empty seat next to her. I asked if I could take the seat. She nodded. I sat down and determined to do some reading on the second leg of my trip—except this woman started talking to me.
Now, I usually don't talk to folks on the plane much. I like to read or pray or otherwise process thoughts and strategize about the next assignment. But this woman wanted to chat. I thought I heard her say she was on her way to see her girlfriend who had called her in the middle of the night to rush out to California. I was troubled.
The Midwife is Ready
I thought to myself, “OK, she's a lesbian and God wants me to share the gospel with her. That's why I'm sitting here.” I was wondering what would happen next. I kept listening to her and waiting for an opening. Only I had misheard her. She didn't say she was going to meet her girlfriend. I misheard. She said she was going to deliver a baby. An old friend had called her in the middle of the night to hurry out to Sacramento because labor pains had started. I said labor pains had started!
God purposely sat me next to a midwife—a midwife that has delivered Hollywood stars and Olympic athletes, among many hundreds of other babies over the course of her career. I listened intently to her describe spiritual principles of birthing. I took notes on what the Holy Spirit was showing me while she shard the beauty of the birthing process. I was moved by the conversation. But what I learned next was really stunning: This midwife, whom I met on a plane in Houston, lives three blocks down the street from my house. We're neighbors! What are the chances!
From that encounter—that divine appointment—I received this revelation: Sometimes the spiritual pregnancy is long and hard. Sometimes it's frustrating. Sometimes you just feel like you are going to bust wide open. Sometimes the labor pains feel like too much to bear. Sometimes you don't feel like pushing any more. But the midwife is ready!
When God's perfect timing comes for you to deliver what He has put in you, He will be there to help you birth it. The Holy Spirit is your midwife, so to speak, and He is ready when the Father decides the time is right. So take heart. Don't give way to frustration. God has your dream in His hands—because it's His dream too!
Jennifer LeClaire is senior editor of Charisma. She is also director of Awakening House of Prayer in Fort Lauderdale, Florida, and author of several books, including The Next Great Move of God: An Appeal to Heaven for Spiritual Awakening; Mornings With the Holy Spirit, Listening Daily to the Still, Small Voice of God; The Making of a Prophet and Satan's Deadly Trio: Defeating the Deceptions of Jezebel, Religion and Witchcraft. You can visit her website here. You can also join Jennifer on Facebook or follow her on Twitter.
Beautiful Story Thank you, I got very emotional reading this. I have been on what seems a +10 year spiritual pregnancy. I have seen my unborn kids in dreams, I have heard my daughter called me mommy, I heard a voice one Christmas tell me I was pregnant, next day I took a pregnancy test and it was positive, I continued taking them for the following week because I do not have periods and was told I could not be pregnant but every single one was positive. I purchased tests from different stores, different brands and types. Unfortunately, (or fortunately now knowing God does everything even experiences that seem painful and hurtful for the sake of something beautiful and peaceful and divine) about two weeks later I went to the hospital and was told it was a chemical pregnancy that the fetus did not attach. I wondered why did I even hear the voice, what sort of joke could this be? it was that night that I heard my daughter call me mommy, it was comforting and knowing that I had within me my little girl even for a couple weeks gave me peace. Last week I heard another voice this time is said “you are having a baby”. Not sure yet where this one will lead to but I think it so far led me to this article and we will see what clue or road God will lead me to. I was born in fort Lauderdale….will look into Awakening House of Prayer, maybe visit one day and probably even meet Ms. LeClaire 🙂
Oh, that’s so wonderful – I just felt such a rest and peace in my heart when I read it. A great reassurance. Thank you Jennifer.